Crystal Matthews (catwoman77666) wrote,
Crystal Matthews

A True Stranger

Its odd, I have been in England for almost 2 full school years now, and yet I feel as if I have no place to call home. I have always been the odd one out with what ever group that I socialize with. I feel that if I live in California I will turn into my old materialistic uncaring self, but if I try to stay in England and finish my degree here that I will be pretending to fit in here and become unhappy. Thus transfering to Hawaii Pacific University should be the perfect solution. However, that means that by this time next year I will be living in a place I have never been and I will have to start all over again socially. Canterbury, England is a lovely place with some wonderful people and I do enjoy it here, but how am I going to keep a smile on my face when some of the people that call themselves Doctors and Professors of this University have no want to actually teach. Life is short and no one should feel unloved or alone, but when your family is thousands of miles away and your best friends are spred over the globe ... sometimes a phone call dosent resolve the feeling of lonelyness. "Live each day at a time." Learn as if you will live forever, Live as if you will die tomorrow." XXX
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